aahhh!!!..nosebleed!!

one reader of my blog reacted on one of my posts. I guess he was greatly affected by my emotions that he taught he was the guy i'm telling about in that particular blog. He is one of my close friends...if you are reading this blog,,i just want to say its not all bout you...you taught wrong so stop reacting in english you're making my head hurt and you are making my nose bleed....i can't understand what you're saying kasi e..

where's my cellphone!!!

I was in a jeepney(a kind of land transportation in the Philippines) this morning when I lost my phone. I'm still in the state of shock right now because it's my first time to be mob. Not actually mob but to lost something so valuable to me is a first for me. I don't know who to blame...Should I blame my shitmate in the said jeepney or me? or maybe dave is right,,maybe i should blame poverty but it's not just right...to be unjust is the nature of all being but i don't agree..i think to be just should be the nature of all human beings!! i hate poverty!! I hate unjust people...in short I HATE INJUSTICE!! specially when it happens to me or to anyone i know

the ONE that got away

I was in first year highschool when i met him. I remember it vividly. He came in to my life without me realizing it. He said he loved me back then, I loved him just now. He even cried for me because he knew I was with the wrong guy. I cried before because he was with the wrong girl. I've fallen in love with him but it was just too late, we already parted ways.

Everyday I smile, taking aside my lost. But deep inside this wounded heart of mine, he is THE ONE THAT GOT AWAY. I still continue my life without him, thinking there's a guy out there for me. May be it wasn't him. For I will deeply regret it. I ruined my chance...our only chance for something that would have been great. And now I'm giving our chance to someone else.

The heart has its reasons which reasons does not know. I blame thy heart for thy heart did not explain the reasons why I should fight for my feelings. The reason I must know.

I've finally found someone but I let that someone go. This is one of my foolish mistakes that I made and still making. May be I was not made to love so dearly because by doing so, I've hurt most of the people who dearly love me.

I'm still filling this empty space in my heart that you left. I still remember you at times. At times I still remember thee, when I hear the song. The song at the time he cried oh so deeply. I never realized how much he loved me. I wish I could love him too at that exact moment. But sadly I can't. I wish I did though. I may not end up thinking so many what if's right now. If only I knew.

I don't know how to end this story right now for I don't want to end it just yet. i may disappoint whoever will read this for it does not have a happy ending. I wish I could write a happy ending for this one but I can't. I will just give myself false hopes. I'm still happy though, for without him, I will never believe in destiny. We may be destined not to end up with each other. But how I truly wish that in our next life, we will finally end up with each others arms.

No words can truly explain how much I loved him...